- Fairytale Ballet (SL1/SL2)
- Dim the Stagelights (SL2)
- Outlaw (SL2/SL1)
- Where Am I Going? (RH1)
- Three Weeks Tomarrow (SL1)
- Step Away (SL2)
- Sinkin In
(SL2)
- Sections (SL1/RH1)
- On the side of the road (RH1)
- My Lai (RH1)
- Ketchup (SL1/RH1)
- Holding On (RH1/SL2)
- Faraway (SL2)
- Checkmate (SL2/RH1)
- Canoe Song (SL1/RH1)
- Behind Locked Doors (SL1)
SL1 = Serenity Lane Part 1 Selfless Delicacy recorded with
engineer Daniel Shanks
RH1 = Selfless Delicacy Rocks for Honduras live, last years
Honduras benefit concert
SL2 = Serenity Lane Part 2 Jahn Sood solo, not yet released
Fairytale Ballet
Jahn Sood
They move with grace in their ballet
The people who have only names
They like to play and they like to say
That the world is theirs to take
She left her slippers on the stairs
He searched to find her everywhere
When they heard that love had sung
For this unworthy humble one
Their plaster grace and pretty face
Broke to show the true outrage
I dont know all the answers
But I can find my way
I cant step like the dancers
But I walk in rhythm every day.
Yesterday I heard her say
that the past had blown away
But today the hurricane
Blows me winds it hurts to face
A princess never sheds her crown
This beggar watches from the ground
What if Cinderella loved
A rich man not here but above
But she chose the crown instead
Of love and hard ship in the end
I dont know all the answers
But I can find my way
I cant step like the dancers
But I walk in rhythm every day.
Dim the Stagelights
Jahn Sood
Ive been under these lights
For endless time
With tempo flying
With sweat glands crying
With soul shining
But do they show the color of tonight?
Ive been under these lights
Illuminated
Speculated
Contemplated
and Segregated
But do they show the color of tonight?
Do you see clearly?
I know Im blind
The distant glare
Fills my tired eyes
But I do know the color of tonight.
Close your eyes
Then you can see
Feel the light
Inside of me
The light that shows the color of tonight
The light that shows the color of tonight
Outlaw
Jahn Sood
The wheels
are the singer
The highway
his song
Light is
a temptress,
The night
is the throng.
Today hes
an out law cast to the road
All dreams
are alive but he comfort of home.
Can I help
you you dont understand
Can I teach
you you are less of a man
He said,
Thank you as he took to a stand
I dont want
advice if you cant lend a hand
The wheels
are the singer
The highway
his song
Light is
a temptress,
The night
is the throng.
He sings
in a coffee shop and he sings in a bar
Flees from
the castle and rides by the stars
With that
he took one step and ran out the door
Searching
for solitude his soul implored
The wheels
are the singer
The highway
his song
Light is
a temptress,
The night
is the throng.
This car
is a dove transcending the earth
Hot gasoline
love exhaust is its birth.
Turn around,
turn around,
Outlaw is
caught
They said
that he ran away,
But he knew
he was lost.
The wheels
are the singer
The highway
his song
Light is
a temptress,
The night
is the throng.
Where Am I Going?
Jahn Sood
I question
my existence
While I
swell and fall for distances
I run away
what is this
Its the
mystical delinquency
that has
grown
Where am
I going?
Im drowned
in thoughtless paradise
Nowhere
to go, times in a vice
Ive had
it all Ill pay the price
Nothing
around can melt the ice
On the road
Where am
I going?
Chorus:
Dont know
where I came from
I dont know
where Im goin to
I know what
Im lookin at
But I cant
see through
Nowhere
I go evades this hate
The blatant
crimes, lives saved too late
Playful
words, more thoughts irate
(We) never talk but we debate
(Im) on
my own.
Where am
I going?
Solo
Chorus:
Dont know
where I came from
I dont know
where Im goin to
I know what
Im lookin at
But I cant
see through
I cant see
through you
I cant see
through to you
But I can
see though you
I can see
right through you.
Maybe I
can
Three Weeks Tomarrow
Jahn Sood
June 16,
2002
Im sitting in my bedroom
reading Rolling Stone
Kurt Cobain is on the cover
at least Im not alone
His eyes are colored blue but
hes black and white
Your eyes are green
I knew on the first night
All I really know is the
color of your eyes
I always want to talk to you
but you dont have the time
Do you ever wonder
what Im really like
Youve never seen that side of me
when Im happy and bright
1 night was all the start, already having
second thoughts,
3 weeks tomorrow.
4 days and Ill be gone, First week was
all I got,
5 days to love you.
Last night I dropped a call, sixth day
call me back or not,
seventh days to rest
And Ill be here, Ill be here
I hope that we get through this
cuz I like you very much
But I couldnt make you smile
couldnt even make you blush
You had a lot of things to do
at work today
I understand youre stressed, hope I
dont
make you feel that way
Sometimes you seem uncomfortable
and I wonder if its me
I can tell when youre not happy
Is this where you want to be?
1 night was all the start, already having
second thoughts,
3 weeks tomorrow.
4 days and Ill be gone, First week was
all I got,
5 days to love you.
Last night I dropped a call, sixth day
call me back or not,
seventh days to rest
And Ill be here, Ill be here
Sometimes when I kiss you
you stop kissing back
I wish that you would tell me why
while I am still intact
If you want to end it now
I would understand
But when you leave I will forever
want to hold your hand
Now Ive said what I need to say
I let my thoughts pour out
And Im still sitting in my bedroom
with a semi-awkward doubt
1 night was all the start, already having
second thoughts,
3 weeks tomorrow.
4 days and Ill be gone, First week was
all I got,
5 days to love you.
Last night I dropped a call, sixth day
call me back or not,
seventh days to rest
And Ill be here, Ill be here
Step Away
Jahn Sood
July 1998
Time is a never-ending
story
But the pages
go by too quick
Time goes on
and on forever
But we never
have enough of it
Time is and
always will be endless
Though it always
running out
Time is rushed
but it takes too long
Things last
longer than they should be there for
We're all the
same but we're different
all very different
but the same
when the clock
ticks
when your heart
beats
when your heart
doesnt beat any longer.
Chorus:
With every walking
step I look back
At the things
that have happened before.
I wish that
I could undo
some of those
things that I can't change.
I have mended
my broken heart
Have you wiped
away your tears
It's time for
everyone to move on
Step away from
your fears
It's time for
everyone to move on
Step away from
your fears
Time will go
on without an end
Your time will
end but time will not
It lives and
dies with all.
Comes before
and follows you.
And for eternity,
time is treacherous
It changes feeling
and reason.
Then begins
a new time
Time for something
different
Time changes
even if you try to stay the same
If you don't time is gone
Sinkin In
Jahn Sood
April 2001
The snow falls down
Beneath the clouds
My heart spins round
I hit the ground
I don't know how
To tell you
I hear you speak
You don't seem weak
I know you are falling away
Don't go too far
out of my reach
Chorus:
Reach out
and grab my hand
I'll pull you back with all my might
I'm tired of watching you
Watching you cry
I don't want to see the suffering in your eyes
Reach out
and grab my hand
I'll pull you back into a stand.
I'm tired of seein you
seein you hurt sinkin in
sinkin in
I try to talk
but I can't stop you from your loss
you don't care what I say
you just keep gettin further away
I keep talkin to your tear stroked eyes of blue
What else is new
Chorus
Sections
Jahn Sood
April 3,2001
There are so
many line we have drawn
So many boundaries
not yet crossed
It's been too
long that we've been here
Thoughts secluded
and far away
Why do we seem
so different
Why's every
person not their own
Paint a stroke
on a new canvas
dare to forget
about the frame
It would be
so easy to leave behind
The cage the
bars that hold us down
take a step
in a new direction
leave behind
the groups that make us who we are
Who needs sections
Why don't you
dare to be who you are inside
Dare to be different
Show the world
who you really are
It's so much
easier to be comforted
So much easier
to be known
Remember being
comforted
remember being
alone
take a step
across the boundaries
you know I'm
on the other side
See your self
in a picture
Are you the
same when you close your
eyes
Who needs sections
Leave behind
the groups that make us who we are
Who needs sections
Why don't you
dare to be who you are inside
Dare to be different
Show the world
who you really are
On the side of the road
Jahn Sood
February 2001
On the side
of the road
he lives in
a mess of mud and wood
And other debris
that has sheltered him,
Him and his
family of eight through the season of rain.
I have a closet
full of clothes,
so I can have
a different out fit everyday,
While he has
only the shirt on his back
That was unwanted
by a stranger far away.
He trudges down
the road barefooted,
carrying his
only possession, A machete, the key to survival.
I feel the sturdy
boots on my feet, and I drive around the bend in a truck,
Hearing my companions
groan for the bumpy roads, bumpy roads.
Bumpy like his
home once destroyed
By the winds
of a hurricane.
Like the winds
of a hurricane, we turn past Him
A cloud of dust
surrounds him I look back
We couldn't
stop the truck to apologize
Or slow down,
for we have a destination to reach
That seems far
more important than to apologize to an old man
on the road
who has 4 miles more to walk to work
To the tobacco
farm where he'll be out until dark,
Just so he can
feed his kids
When he returns
he will find them smiling.
While he has
nothing by our standards,
He has everything
by his own
The man happy
with as little as he got
Simply because
he's not alone.
While he has
very little he needs not a lot
He is happily
surrounded by smiles
Though we have
everything, how often
Do you look
around at the people you love and smile, and smile.
(second verse
will be added later)
My Lai
Jahn Sood
October 2002
We put our guns to their heads
Do you think theyd rather be dead?
Than be stuck with what they cant fight?
We said
Its our place to be strong
They cant tell what is wrong
And we must show our power
We said
It doesnt matter the fight
Its our God-given right
That we should conquer the world
Its wrong
Would He really think were the best?
Its with His peace that they rest
We will rest when He lets us
Chorus:
What we told our own people
Is that they are free
Were digging our own ditch deeper
cause thats not what they see
We dropped our bombs on their head
We counted millions were dead
And we said its for their own good
We kicked them out of their homes
We broke their hearts snapped their
bones
But we did them a favor.
Chorus
(Bryan Mercer interlude will be added
later)
Ketchup
By Jahn
Sood
Fall 2001
I woke up
way too early today, I came to the door
Now I dont
know which way to
Walk on
down the street
Look back
its sideways and in front of me its
Yellow ,
red brown leaves.
Theyre fallen.
Hey wind
do me a favor, raise up your hands
make me
a path.
Whats in
my way.
Chorus:
Ive been
watchin you walk by for so long, too long
Ive been
wondering why for so long too long
Ive always
known that I will do you no wrong
Its time
to see what will come of me if I catch up
To you
(I) jump
the rail face first
I never
know what will know what will be there to catch me
(I) hit
the floor with a splash
the tear
puddles that are falling from behind.
Way too
fast.
Not all
are fallen.
The strongest
of them stay to last.
Are you
the strongest
Chorus.
Im reaching
up as usual,
but Ive
never had the guts to climb
Just as
I look away.
Her great
branch swings above my head
Just out
of reach.
Thats the
last time I saw your face.
What will
our ending be
What will
it be.
Chorus
Instrumental
Bridge
Chorus
Holding On
Jahn Sood
June 19, 2001
I came to meet
you here
Before the sun
was up and
I see that you're
all alone
Through my tired
eyes and
I see you cryin'
there
Though you don't
show your tears
To leave you
smilin' there
I want to hold
you near
Chorus:
To fall asleep
to the sound of tears
You're speaking
words I don't wanna hear
(To) act like
I care but I don't
Say I'll be
there but I won't
Wanting to hurt
but feeling no pain
Holding on,
lost for words to the rain
Lost to the
rain
If I'd spoke
up
Before the sun
was down
Maybe you'd
have woke' up
Made a smile
from that frown
When you say
it's all okay
I just want
to cry
You seem so
lonely
Hide from what
you deny
Chorus
To be misunderstood
Smeared, lost,
glistening
To be asked
but not heard
Knowing 's not
listening
To fall asleep
crying
Hear words that
I can't speak
You used to
be so strong
What's made
you so weak
(Chorus)
Faraway
Jahn Sood
November 2002
Its nice to think my life has come to
senses.
Sometimes that feeling seems so far
away
One time I laughed and said its all
okay
Tomorrow brings another day
Chorus:
Thats all I know for now, but Im growing
up
You always taught me how
I didnt know enough
Finally I can set my own stride.
Tonight I would love to see you, I cant
500 miles can start to feel so far away
One time you made me think its all okay
Tomorrow, brings another day.
Chorus
When I was young, all my loves were
right before me
Im six foot one, my girlfriend says
that she adores me, but
My lifes not done, theres so much more
I have to see
It will go on, I hope that some day
our lives will meet.
Chorus
Checkmate
Jahn Sood
Spring 2002
Her royal majesty sits on her throne
In the east wing of her castle of stone
She stands strong
Her king is blind as he sits alone
Hed struck like lightning and it wont
be condoned
He doesnt know how to care
She hides to cry in an empty chamber
But hard like a rock she wont let it
maim her
She stands strong
The king wont admit that hes lost his
throne
But hes broken her heart with trespasses
unknown
He doesnt know how to care
What would you do if the world was changing
for good
Where would you be if you always did
what you should
Just wait the end of this ever-long
fight will come
Then well be happy again
Shes slain the dragon with a two-headed
saber
The beautiful monster who hurt and betrayed
her
She stands strong
He spit his fire while she drew the
blade
Then he left, standing still is forbade
He doesnt know how to care
The worst is over and she still wonders
If shed waited longer would she have
gone under
She stands strong
He never cried for her until she was
gone
Not even then did he know what was done
He never knew how to care
What would you do if the world was changing
for good
Where would you be if you always did
what you should
Just wait the end of this ever-long
fight will come
Then well be happy again
Canoe Song
Jack Davidson and Jahn Sood
And I hope that the world
Will fall apart just for me
And I pray that your eye
Will fall lonely to the see
What to see
Looking miles ahead
Searching miles behind
Not a single person
Anywhere I can find
Joy of solitude
Joy of the purpose
Working hard I could
I could find no less
Paddle to the water
Hand close to the blade
No one there at all
To occupy the shade
At the top of my lungs
I just have to sing
If I owned this place
I wouldnt change a thing
And I hope that the sky
Will fall down to the earth
And I pray that your eye
Will realize the true worth
What to see
Climb the mountain high
Burst above the top
I cannot decide whether
To go back or not
I feel the droop of salt
Roll into my eyes
The sting, the sweat, the sun
But I know Ill be fine
Cause Ive been here before
And I know Ill be back
The neverending heaven thing Top page
on the stack
Of life king of the mountain
King of the sea
Invincibility beholden to me
And I hope that the world
Will fall apart just for me
And I pray that your eye
Will fall lonely to the see
What to see
Behind Locked Doors
Jahn Sood
May 12, 2002
Today Im sorry
that I led you on
thats not what I wanted to do
never wanted to do you any harm.
What I really wanted was,
was that other girl
But I let you take me away
Cuz I felt alone in this world.
Now I feel Like Ive used you
and all I can do is cry
Because I know its cruel to
abruptly open your eyes.
Outside its raining
In my head it pours
I want to run away
Put me behind locked doors.
I dont know what to do know
Should I move on with my life?
Or should I stay beside you
To keep me from strife?
It would not be fair to you
cuz I cant give you the same
youve got a heart inside you
that I have painfully strained.
Outside its raining
In my head it pours
I want to run away
Put me behind locked doors.